My little buddy turned one yesterday. I cannot believe it. It seems like he was just born. I was surprised (not really) by how emotional I was. It's crazy to think of all that a baby goes through in one year's time. And all that a mama goes through too!
I truly didn't think I could ever feel this happy again. I thought that genuine happiness was a thing of the past, that it just wasn't in the cards for me. My heart was so heavy and broken, I couldn't fathom that it would ever not be that way. But then my little boy was born and I fell head over heels in love with him. Despite all my anxiety and fear about losing him too,
love won. He makes me feel like I am alive again. That life is good. He makes me smile and laugh and I cannot imagine my life without him. He is the best thing that's ever happened to me.
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| Pete hugs are my favorite thing. |
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